FOUR FEATHERS PRESS ONLINE EDITION: DEAD DAYS Send up to three poems on the subject of or at least mentioning the words dead and/or day, totaling up to 150 lines in length, in the body of an email message or attached in a Word file to donkingfishercampbell@gmail.com by 11:59 PM PST on November 15th. No PDF's please. Color artwork is also desired. Please send in JPG form. No late submissions accepted. Poets and artists published in Four Feathers Press Online Edition: Dead Days will be published online and invited to read at the Saturday Afternoon Poetry Zoom meeting on Saturday, November 16th between 3 and 5 pm PST.

Saturday, November 16, 2024

Michelle Smith


Sole Days

Nike hi-tops thrown on a wire

those basketball shoes

black and white

hanging by shoe strings.

How did the pair get so much high?

Tossed up by how many hands

how many tries?

The length of a firefighters ladder

Is that a surprise?

Maybe the same height of an floor

apartment building

or a football field.

Who or what does it reveal

about the wearer?

Footwear adorned on a power wire

Seen in 90026 oh really

instead of 90057 that's typical

90027, 90029

90016 no doubt

90018 that's what is talked about

and 90019 and 90011 string

Zip codes don't infiltrate

those sneakers

the purchasers or thieves do

Street survival

and hustling is learned and earned

in addition to books smarts

in elementary school.

Bang, bang your dead

by gunshots

Fentanyl,

Crystal meth

By those tweakers

Those soles were once owned by someone

Did he or she meet their maker

And death was their fate?

For those running shoes

was not a willing partner of crime

for an attempt to escape?

Are those rubber kicks marking a territory?

Dogs hike their legs

and piss on

the roots of a tree.

The stench of the yellow river

don't forget about me.

A memorial of gang hanging

on a string

There's no 40 oz poured on the sidewalk.

A salt and pepper sky

blankets the city of Los Angeles

The owner is no longer alive.




Thanks To Jane and Me


Part 1

Her twinkling eyes were blue 

like the London topaz 

or tourmaline green.

Depending on what clothes

she wore. Thanks to

Jane and me.

Cantankerous in personality.

She told the truth.

Like it or lump it. When I

served meals in her room.

On good days 

she would eat much food.

On bad days

she had the blues.

Arthritic cracks and creaks 

of the knobby knees

from plies of ballerina dancing. 

Take a toll as a two caregiver transfer 

from the bed to the walker

is welcome and routine.

Her oxygen

nebulizer treatment

provided relief. 

The eyes are

the windows 

of your soul.


Part 2

Your hair is 

your crown and glory.

For the Bible tells me so.

Her shoulder length hair,

snow gray strands of wisdom

softened her alabaster 

and cafe au lait 

colored facial profile,

her dimpled cheeks 

and a cherub shaped chin.

At 90+ at times she 

would put up a fuss

"Why are you here?"

"And what do you want?"

A med tech would say her name

To reply, 

"It's time for your medication."

I'd tell her,

"It's your life's celebration."

I appreciate

Jane and me.


Part 3

Her eyeglasses reflected eyes

of wonder and tiredness.

She beamed with pride 

about her grandchildren,

pruning her rose garden,

and made from scratch 

Hungarian goulash.

"That's how you feed a man,

for the way thru a man's heart

is through his stomach."

Thanks again for

Jane and me.

Her gut was not

always illness free.

Chemo and radiation treatment

plagued her nauseously.

Hairbrushed strands came out in clumps.

Sadly her gut became thinner.

She gained mouth ulcers 

and outer skin lumps. 

So painful that

gently dressing her

flesh and bones

after a sponge bath

hurts too much. 


Part 4

The Lord took her 

one morning 

as she slept

in her Lazy Boy easy chair.

Her shrunken aged body

covered with 

a self knitted blanket

from decades ago.

Her window open,

with a cold subtle wind

Was that her spirit 

departing the room?

No more hospice nurses

to provide palliative care.

The last curtain call 

from her soul dance.

God's angels have released

your affliction. With his wings

in heaven you will soar.

I will miss Jane and me.

Longevity is not promised 

and illnesses are the cost.

My heart will remember

the life lessons learned, 

Rest In Heavenly Peace.


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Sole Days Nike hi-tops thrown on a wire those basketball shoes black and white hanging by shoe strings. How did the pair get so much high? T...